Toomas Karmo: Essay on Sorrow - Its Anatomy and Its Remedies

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0. Prefatory remarks

Last week's "Essay on Green Catholic Hermits" ended with a distinction between happiness and joy. Joy, I suggested, quoting Norfolk hermit Sister Wendy Beckett, is in a way a sterner spiritual condition than happiness. 

Now it is time to anatomize a state of the soul contrary to joy. What will I call it? Sadness? Depression? Grief? Should I introduce a neologism, perhaps, by analogy with the Orwellian or Soviet idea of an Un-Person, and write of "Un-Joy"?

Perhaps best is simply "Sorrow". 

This week, then,  there is to be some discussion of Sorrow. I first give case studies on the anatomy of Sorrow. Then I discuss a few aspects of a few of its possible cures. 

1. Case Studies in the anatomy of sorrow

The anatomy emerges most clearly not from great disasters of a public character (although I shall have to spend much of this essay discussing one such disaster, involving Canada's David Dunlap Observatory and Park). Rather, the anatomy emerges with special clarity from small things. 

I accordingly spell out a real-life example from my own life, in fact from last week. I add a few very minor fictional details, notably about the exact times at which things happened, to make my narrative everywhere concrete. 

My situation tends to play out, in one unhappy variant or another, not once a week but perhaps five or six times. The situation often arises in that "Noonday Demon" period when lunch is finished and the urgent duties of the afternoon beckon, in a way less than friendly.  

This particular afternoon requires some updating of timelogs, some filing of papers, and some minor attention to e-mail. Above all, it requires a little over two hours of concentrated study in vector calculus. Lunch is over. Time is not to be wasted. The Linux computer clock, synchronized to generally plus-minus 600 milliseconds or better, with the University of Toronto time server tick.utoronto.ca, at IP address 128.100.56.135 (a companion of tock.utoronto.ca, at 128.100.100.128, and of chime.utoronto.ca, at 128.100.72.168), has just passed UTC=164600Z, i.e., 12:46:00 EDT. 

But instead of work it is - yes, of course, inevitably: instead of work, it is news headlines, on http://www.bbc.co.uk. And yes, of course, it is inevitable that the headlines once again mention ISIS. 

The north of Iraq has little enough to do with my current struggles in vector calculus. What help or hindrance can "The Islamic State of Iraq and the Levant" be in working out why the gradient in cylindrical coordinates requires the azimuthal Einheitsvektor to be multiplied not by the partial-derivative-with-respect-to-azimuth, but rather, and more subtly, by the partial-derivative-with-respect-to-azimuth divided by the radius? 

What, to be blunt, is the possible relevance of the north-of-Iraq military situation to any aspect of calculus, be it multivariate or even univariate? 

But there: the time is now 12:57:33 or so, and I am busily brooding on ISIS, as an offspring of the USA's 2003 invasion. Here, I reflect, is a classroom instance of a logic familiar to Sophocles, the logic of hubris begetting nemesis. 

By 12:58:15, things have taken a turn for the worse. Indeed very much for the worse. Iraq, and http://www.bbc.co.uk, is only the beginning of a downward spiral. Now it is time to wallow in that sewage pipe which is YouTube, turning from Iraq to the Real Thing. 

"What is it this time," asks Watson of Holmes in the Granada Television dramatization, "Morphine, or cocaine?" In my case, which is it this time going to be: the Anthem ("plopple-pih-tinkle, Sovyetsky Soyuz"), or, instead, Lili Marlene? 

Today, it's going to be the latter. 

This is like Holmes, telling Watson that he can highly recommend a seven percent solution of cocaine, and politely asking the Doctor if he would care to try some. 

Now it is 13:05:12 or so, and I am immersed in https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NgOgBaj7UEY, "Die Letzten Bilder der Wehrmacht in Farbe (Mai 1945)" ("The last colour shots of the Wehrmacht"), by way of upload from YouTube user wwwALFASHIRTde, from 2014-01-23. In the soundtrack is that ever-helpful song, in this particular instance delivered in its correct, Lale-Andersen-in-1939, wording: 

Wenn sich die späten Nebel drehn

Werd' ich bei der Laterne steh'n

("When the late mists swirl,/ I'll be standing by the streetlight"). 

This is to be distinguished from the cunning change introduced by Marlene Dietrich, in Allied broadcasts subsequent to 1939, beamed eastward to sap Wehrmacht morale: 

Wenn sich die späten Nebel drehn

Wer wird bei der Laterne steh'n?

("When the late mists swirl/Who'll be standing by the streetlight?"). 

But by 13:30, this jab from the 221B Baker Street syringe feels in turn insufficient. I must dig deeper, I must now consider the events of the Friday which was 1939-09-01. And so I find my way into the Reich agitprop at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tolf7HRhx0o - a clip in YouPipe or YouDrain or YouSeptic explaining, in excellent English, why it was such an excellent idea for the Reich to embark that day on military operations in Gdansk.

What happens next, by 14:15:00 or so?

I do avoid, this time, Marlene Dietrich. But I do not by any means avoid a Conelrad-alert vid such as https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uGLhpVrxECg, giving the USA analogue of what would have been on our Canadian kitchen radio had things got a bit worse in October of 1962. 

As it was, I 

do not remember anything bad on the kitchen radio that autumn: I recall only an aged "Nana" from across the road, a sort of honorary grandmother to a couple of us local kids, consulting in the kitchen with Mum. I guess Nana was mindful of Mum's status as a 1944 refugee, and therefore mindful of Mum's status as our de facto neighbourhood expert on warzones. 

We did come close enough that month, as I have pointed out in the "Green Hermits" essay on this present blog, to the End. What actually saved everyone, as I have there pointed out, was a temperate decision by flotilla commander Vasili Alexandrovich Arkhipov, overruling the submarine captain who wished in the absence of radio links with Moscow to fire a nuclear-tipped torpedo, which would then have taken out the USS Randolph. 

Well, enough already.

I think the anatomy of Sorrow emerges with some clarity from what I have laid out. There is that downward spiral, consequent upon a prodding attack from an inner demon who quietly announces life and universe to lack hope. It is this same pattern that plays out in what I believe are scenarios specially favoured by our contemporary television or cinema screenwriters, in which the Tormented One snorts her powder or crashes his Lamborghini. And (what is of relevance to the David Dunlap Observatory and Park case) it is a pattern that surely plays out every business day, in office upon opulent office in Toronto's Bay Street, as 600-dollar-an-hour lawyers ply their unhappy trade. Assume for the moment, Gentle Reader, that you are one such lawyer. You are, let us say, in early middle age, and are within striking distance of becoming a Partner at the Dear Firm - the Dear Firm being, in your case, property-law specialists Goudgem, Goudgem and Slapp. 

Your morning started badly enough, with a breakfast of cornflakes and skim milk.  You made that bowl of milk-sodden cardboard bearable with a mug of coffee from a three-hundred-dollar machine, purchased to placate your increasingly unpleasant spouse. (The plain truth, as you are aware, is that one can make coffee even without the "recyclable capsules" and the three-hundred-dollar electronics: one can make it, in fact, with a drip filter sold off the shelves of Food Basics, and for a dime's or a nickel's worth of Dollarama grind.)

The morning went, if anything, downhill from from the cornflakes. 

In the GO train from Aurora to Union Station (jetzt spricht der Lautsprecher -  "Good morning. My name is Thaddeus, and I'm going to be your Customer Service Ambassador"), you perused the latest on ISIS in the front section of the Globe and Mail, before regaling yourself with six affidavits from your gleaming pigskin briefcase. Now, however, you are in that antechamber of Hell which is your office, and the real work starts. 

You could walk away, but your spouse would not like it. 

Nor would your children like it - dear, imperious Ashley (destined, surely, for a career in property law) and the increasingly personality-disordered Sebastian (destined, you reflect, for some uncertain combination of prison and psychotherapy). 

No, your spouse - marrying whom now proves to have been, on the whole, a miscalculation - with dear little Ashley and that zombie Sebastian, will have it in for you if you stop earning. So you attend, as attend you must, to the real work of the day. The work of the day is blackmail. So deep is your sorrow that you decide, you really 85-percent believe, you "love" your job. 

I should perhaps add a few words here about the realities of blackmail. 

Blackmail is in Canada the one normally effective lever at the disposal of the unscrupolous. That second classic lever, bribery, is in Canada only realistic in special cases: Canada is not yet Russia, Canada is not yet the Persian Gulf. 

In its Soviet-Estonian incarnation, blackmail (I vaguely gather) could be civilized, in a politely Estonian kind of way which contrasted favourably with KGB operations in much of Russia. You would call your victim in for an ühiskondlik-poliitiline vestlus, a "socio-political chat". Coffee would be served. Some brief mention would be made of your victim's disseminating dissident publications, before the conversation took on a more friendly tone: how is the daughter these days? is she still hoping for a place at Tartu University this autumn, upon graduation from her gümnaasium? 

Without myself ever having been in a KGB chat, I do speculate that under the erstwhile local Estonian procedure, nothing more had from this point onward to be said. It was enough for your victim to mumble something, and for you, as the KGB colonel's assistant, to courteously offer the sugarbowl and the cream - perhaps at this point courteously also changing the topic to, say, an upcoming ski marathon.

I also have a bit of inside scoop, which I am 80 percent sure is authentic, on how threats work in the blue-collar ranks in Ontario: 

My interlocutor, "NN", is in one of the trades  - not in anything electrical, but nevertheless in some building-maintenance specialization. Perhaps it's plumbing, perhaps it's heating, perhaps it's drywall or locksmithing or cabinetry. For safety, I keep the details vague today, as I today write up my recollections of my chat with visitor NN. He, as my guest, is telling me, as his host, how in his experience a threat can work. 

NN tells me that he was once called out to a job lasting a good chunk of a day. The job was perhaps of a rather urgent character. 

Something about the premisses was to NN's perception not quite happy. There were no hookers - no Natashas, no Tanyas, no Katyas, no nice little Asian girls, no beefcake. There were no hypodermics, no lines of white powder on heavy paper, no bongs. 

And no Luigis or Gugliemos or Alessandros, no black suits with bulge at the breast pocket, no talk of "sleeping with the fishes" or of an "offer you can't refuse". 

But the overall emotional atmosphere was somehow a little so-to-speak stuffy, somehow a little deficient in so-to-speak oxygen. 

NN (he tells me, in the safety of my quiet little basement-flat library) got the work done. 

On finishing (NN tells me), The Man asked NN, "How much do I owe you?" 

You, Gentle Reader, may think this a terribly informal way of conducting business. But I gather from NN's visit that the trades really can work like this in Ontario: not only is the work done for cash, but the price is, contrary to seeming commercial sanity, settled after, not before. 

NN tells me that he answered, innocently and accurately, "Well, I think four hundred would be about right." The Man thereupon handed NN eight hundred. NN (he tells me) knew that he had been threatened, knew that a bargain had just been struck. It was a simple bargain, its terms understood tacitly: if NN forgets the faces he saw while working, if NN forgets his day, if NN cheerfully pockets his eight hundred without pondering further, then - this is the key clause in the quiet contract - NN will in his subsequent affairs by spared any trouble from The Man. 

So, as I say, our hypothetical rising star in Goudgem, Goudgem and Slapp has to spend the day putting a threat together, in a perfectly polite, indeed in an iron-clad legal, variant of what got done to my visitor NN. 

It will of course be asked: have I any personal experience of Goudgem, Goudgem and Slapp? 

I answer: not really, not directly. 

My legal experience with municipal candidate Karen Cilevitz (since the end of 2014, Councillor Karen Cilevitz) - readily examined by googling on Karmo Cilevitz, and by visiting http://www.karen-vs-toomas-blog.ca/ and http://www.karen-vs-toomas-legaldocs.ca/ - is too feeble and down-market to count. The question is seeking a Hudson's Bay store or a Selfridges, when all I have to offer from direct personal experience is a Walmart or a Costco. All the same, I have seen one thing in the legal world which I cannot well fathom, and on which I may some day have to write again somewhere, and to which I may as well here advert - admittedly, at my legal peril.

The normal dissident maxim in the late, unlamented Estonian Soviet Socialist Republic: Ära mõtle. Kui Sa mõtled, ära kirjuta. Kui Sa kirjutad, ära kirjuta alla. Kui Sa kirjutad alla, ära üllatu. - "Don't think. If you think, don't write. If you write, don't sign. If you sign, don't be surprised." 

A hard-pressed local non-profit, the Richmond Hill Naturalists ("RH Nats"), in trying to save the David Dunlap Observatory and Park, engaged a lawyer, MM, for their 2012 Ontario Municipal Board hearing. This was part of casework that cost me, as a principal RH Nats donor, the bulk of my life savings. MM, being under retainer from the RH Nats, was supposed to argue the RH Nats' case. I guess it is usual, I guess it is the so-to-speak Usually Done Thing, that when you give a lawyer your retainer, the lawyer sticks to the retainer terms, arguing your case under your instructions (or, as I imagine might from week to scary week prove necessary, asking whether you are prepared to tweak and adjust your instructions), working to defend your interest.  

It seemed perhaps a little odd - perhaps a little dubiously consistent with the idea that the firm you engage under retainer thereupon tries to work in your interest - that MM declined to call a couple of the expert witnesses the RH Nats had lined up. I at the time accepted the argument going around in our team, that MM had felt in view of "unfortunate remarks made at the stand earlier in our testimony", or some such, that those particular witnesses would not now be helpful. Maybe this was okay, maybe it was not. Although a great lover of law, I am not a lawyer. All I can do is sometimes dip into, or view, Horace Rumpole, Q.C. (that's "Rumpole of the Bailey"), and such things. I was in that hearing room, day upon expensive day, basically as the guy who was quietly paying the RH Nats bills for lawyer and court reporter and expert witnesses, nothing more.  

But what was even to me odd was the end, the Summation Day that was 2012-09-10. 

On the morning of this day, we had heard Summation from Mr David Bronskill, of Goodman's LLP, representing the would-be DDO&P developer, "Corsica".  (Corsica is a subsidiary of an entity in 2012 still named Metrus, and since 2015 April re-branded as "DG Group", I presume with the "DG" standing for "DeGasperis". The current Web outreach of the Group, at http://www.dggroup.ca/, features a fine photo of wetland, I suspect as a gesture toward the Group's recent efforts to put a trailer park into the middle of the North Gwillimbury Lake Simcoe wetland: their opponents, who therefore count as my philosophical colleagues, argue their case at http://www.savengforest.org/.  Corsica's malign DDO&P development for its part is currently promoted at http://observatoryhill.ca/).

The tribunal then rose for lunch, at which point MM ate in tête-à-tête mode with the principal executive of RH Nats. Lunch concluded, the hearing reconvened, and it was the turn of MM to do Summation.  So MM took her spot at the podium and opened up, as Mr Bronskill had done an hour or two before. 

At first it perhaps just was not all that good, not all that forceful in comparison with Mr Bronskill's pro-developer work an hour or so ago - sort of like a good BBC costume drama in the morning, and a low-budget American soap after lunch.  

But then something happened, a thing so odd as to elicit gasps in the hearing room. I could not figure it out then, and I still cannot with confidence figure it out. MM was supposed, I repeat, to be representing us, the RH Nats, the conservationists, and under the terms of her retainer to be protecting our interest. But in her Summation, MM started saying - the relevant RH Nats principal executive, Marianne Yake, has in more than one post-mortem conversation expressed her astonishment to me (Marianne has given me clearly to understand, repeatedly, that there had been no warning of this in her 2012-09-10 lunchtime tête-à-tête) - MM started saying that RH Nats were prepared to make a number of concessions. The RH Nats, according to MM, were not now really insisting on full conservation. No, they would instead be happy (there were audible gasps) to have the developer build homes in such-and-such a part of the subject terrain. 

I imagine, subject to correction, that one possible technical term for this might be "departing from client instructions". 

But I do herewith affirm, aware of my legal peril in writing what I have just written, my readiness to be corrected by MM, for example by her sending me something for publication, without fear of censorship, on this present blog, say over this coming week. 

So I do herewith invite MM, once again (she and I have been through this already, in an angry e-mail exchange in some past year -  followed by repeated communications from me over the last few months, which she has in the last few months met with silence) to explain what she was doing at the podium on 2012-09-10. I am happy to be persuaded that it was an innocent mistake, that MM had had an "off day", that MM was feeling ill (she did after all, when proceedings finished, have a beer with us - I think a nervous person, not feeling happy, and suffering a headache, might possibly indeed welcome a beer), that she had misunderstood something said by Marianne in the tête-à-tête or in some other confidential venue, that she had judged our situation hopeless and was trying in her desperate way to rescue something even in defiance of client instructions (that she was, in other words, trying to save us from ourselves) - anything, anything at all, to achieve clarity and closure, so that I can even in my poverty pay MM the approximate 10,000 CAD still owing, and thereby heal our mutual wound. 

To reiterate, for clarity: as for NN in the trades, so, perhaps, for MM (to cite an example) in the legal profession.

For further clarity, I add that I am not here suggesting  Mr David Bronskill of Goodmans LLP to have been in the position of my hypothetical Sorrow-afflicted careerist at my hypothetical firm of Goudgem, Goudgem and Slapp, perpetrating a white-collar version of what got done on NN. I assert only that, in my subjective opinion as a lay observer of tribunal proceedings, I have the subjective fear that MM suffered at that tribunal, from some person or persons unknown, a fate analogous to what NN suffered with The Man. MM suffered (I subjectively conjecture, offering herewith my private, eminently subjective, opinion in an attempt to serve the public interest) at the hands of someone or other. Developers have many lawyers, with many allies, and those allies themselves have lawyers. Up and down Bay Street, and out into the hinterlands of Richmond Hill, Aurora, Newmarket, Markham, Vaughan, Oshawa and Pickering, Burlington and Oakville, and far beyond, there are friends and friends of friends, even beyond the wide horizons of Mr David Bronskill and his various legal juniors, even beyond the wide horizons of his numerous colleagues. 

I further note that the launching of a lawsuit against me, as a person without much material wealth left to lose, can have only one important effect. In such a suit, I would pique media interest by having, as a person who both is rather visibly poor and is mildly autistic, to do all my own court work, without benefit of a lawyer. Such a suit would raise the media profile of the DDO&P conservation case, thereby promoting the ideals of the Holy Father's 2015 "Climate Change Encyclical"  Laudato Si' - however inept and helpless I might prove to the courtroom, however reduced to panic I might be by the opposition, in the course of my desperate, perhaps even inadvertently comic, attempts at self-representation. 

And I am, further, confident that in writing the harsh thing I have just written on MM, I am in all my abrasiveness nevertheless operating within the scope of Canada's "Fair Comment Defence". The various lawyers reading and re-reading this blog will, I presume, be mindful here that "Fair Comment" was rendered all the more robust in Canada - in particular, was rendered all the more available to the distressed and weak Canadian blogger, like me -  by the Supreme Court in WIC Radio Ltd v Simpson (2008). 

2. Remedies for sorrow: Easter

What remedies can be applied to Sorrow?

In the end, it all comes down to the Easter fact that there is something beyond death - be it the death of an individual; or (as at DDO&P) the death of much field and forest; or the death, over the 21st and 22nd centuries, of our industrial civilization.

To Pope Gregory the Great, the future must have seemed empty, with Italy in chaos, and with no effective  Constantinopolitan support forthcoming. (A useful line - I'll have to quote rather shakily, from mere memory, sorry - in the 1980s BBC political comedy "Yes, Minister", as the Foreign and Commonwealth Office discusses the affairs of some small and remote British ally or possession, threatened with coup d'état or invasion: "Yes, we'll give them every support short of help.") Gregory was a realist, like many Italians then and now: he had risen to supreme municipal office in Rome while still a young man; he had served the Holy See as a crisis diplomat, with a protracted and tense posting in Constantinople; he had accepted the Papacy only under duress. Here was perhaps the best practical intellect of his age, at least outside Constantinople, positioned at the very centre of Western-Europe events, misreading his situation.

We know now, with the benefit of hindsight, what even Gregory in his perspicacity was unable to discern. Gregory now proves to have been living in the earliest stages of a revival. The Western monastic movement, in which Gregory was himself a pioneer, would in the centuries following his death consolidate and spread. From that movement would come a growth not only of monastic learning, but eventually a founding of universities, imitating and in the long run outclassing the Academy, Lyceum, and Alexandria of the Hellenic world. In the universities would rise a powerful intellectual ferment, issuing first in Scholasticism, and later in the most startling innovations (through coordinate geometry and calculus) in pure mathematics and mathematical physics.

Further, from the political and legal chaos of Gregory's time would emerge, over centuries, and under due guidance from both classical and ecclesial erudition, a deep new Rule of Law (eventually even with its Cour internationale de justice, its Hugo Grotiuses and Wesley Newcomb Hohfelds and H.L.A.Harts, its bold ventures even into the rights of the environment and of non-human fauna). This would be a Rule of Law by no means foreign to the Roman and Constantinopolitan legal traditions - I have myself noted, for instance, that in 1970s Oxford, aspiring barristers could sit an examination paper in Roman Law, as one component in their so-rigorous Finals - and yet indisputably transcending it.

It is obvious what people could add here about architecture, about "Gregorian Chant" and later music, about literature in Gregory's day and later. The Easter message, demonstrated repeatedly in scientific and legal history, and in field upon further field of human endeavour, is that death - even the death of a whole civilization, which is what we have been experiencing since 1914 or so, admittedly with our sporadic happy remissions - does not get the final word.

3. Remedies for sorrow: the  DDO&P file

In remarking on the anatomy of sorrow, I have made a good deal of the David Dunlap Observatory and Park ("DDO&P") conservation case. What remedies might be applied here, specifically?

First off, let me say this: anything at all, any kind of reaction to me from the DeGasperis and Muzzo families, or from the other (more minor) assailants of the parkland would constitute a step forward.

Let us say, hypothetically, that this week I get some kind of legal warning.

Let the warning come from the "MM" who (as I argued above) so glaringly helped our corporate opponent Corsica on her 2012-09-10 Summation Day, contrary to her duty to act in the interests of her client.

Or let the warning come from the already-cited Mr David Bronskill, at Goodmans LLP.

Or let it come from some unexpected quarter: from some suddenly active Town councillor; or, again, from that erstwhile Corsica tenant, the Toronto Centre of the Royal Astronomical Society of Canada ("RASC-Toronto"; the relevant Web promo is at http://theddo.ca/). (RASC-Toronto's principal spokesperson at DDO&P, Ms Karen Mortfield, has served the local property-development industry as "VP, Stakeholder Relations", in the Tarion Warranty Corporation.)

Or let it come from some emerging commercial interest, such as the four builders showcased by the Corsica team at  http://observatoryhill.ca/.

I do not care, for purposes of this present analysis, from which quarter the enviasaged warning comes.

Nor do I care, for present purposes, what form it takes - be it phone call (I will have to try to remember to keep a cheap little voice recorder always handy, near my smartphone), or papermail, or e-mail.

The warning, in whatever form it might assume, would be a sign of life.

I would take it as an opportunity to publish on this blog, giving my adversary or adversaries an open and uncensored platform, thereby raising the quality of our public discussion. The kind of thing I am today envisaging is illustrated by my long writeup on another blog, or more accurately on a blog-wannabe, at http://www.karen-vs-toomas-blog.ca/20141216T162316Z____blogpost/NNNN____20141216T162316Z____blogpost__main.html. That long writeup is a response to a terse, duly quoted, warning sent me by Councillor Cilevitz's counsel, Mr Jason Cherniak.

For clarity, I might as well add that the lawyer Mr Jason Cherniak is not to be confused with the development-industry lawyer Mr Lloyd Cherniak (the industry leader who is quoted at http://www.greenbeltontario.org/pages/torstarfeb122000.htm as saying, "I'm like a farmer; I plant sewers in the spring and houses pop up in the fall"). Mr Lloyd Cherniak has been, and perhaps still is, a vice-president at Lebovic Enterprises - a firm which has been developing, or has been seeking to develop, property on Ontario's environmentally sensitive Oak Ridges Moraine. Mr Jason Cherniak is not Lloyd, but a son of Lloyd. I know nothing to indicate that Jason is himself in any sense a property developer.

But there is more.

A further, deeper,  remedy for our sorrow would be an indication from the two families mainly involved in the damage being wrought at DDO&P, the visibly and declaratively Catholic DeGasperises and Muzzos, that they are at long last willing to respond to my repeated requests for a face-to-face exploration, in some secluded Catholic setting, of our points of ethical agreement and ethical disagreement. This would optimally be a meeting held in advance of my envisaged (law-abiding) picket of their envisaged subdivision sales centre, should they achieve their stated malign commercial aims over the coming months. With such a meeting held, I would be in a position to do a particularly throrough job in preparing my information packets, for handing out at my picket to the would-be home purchasers.

The families are arguably a textbook case in Sorrow. 

Alfredo DeGasperis, an initial guiding mind behind Corsica, died at a not very advanced age.

I have heard his final time to have been unhappy, but will not here make further comment.

And I know his passing to have occurred in a public context one would not wish on any adversary, be he a politician or a property developer or a casino owner or a Mafia don: when the news of his death broke, Town and Regional Councillor Brenda Hogg described him to the local press in just a few words - I think saying something nice, as is required by good manners, but also saying that he had been "complex". Surely Councillor Hogg chose her word with care and spoke the truth. And yet I do for my part add that the late Mr DeGasperis was estimated for me, by a person of seeming ability and discernment, to have been upstanding. And I add that my tiny, feeble criminal-law compass points, so far as my researches have gone, in the case of this DeGasperis patriarch not toward criminality (be it Mafia or be it humdrum)  but - if anything -  away from it.

So far as personal encounters go, all I can say is that in the harsh 2008 July in which I was photographing the changes at the Observatory, in an operation partly documented by me and a friend at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JsUQARA9kNY, I do appear to have had a nice chat with Mr DeGasperis himself - not, indeed, on the day of the just-cited filming, but either shortly before or shortly after.  (That video, incidentally - it provides, I repeat, background and context for my apparent DeGasperis chat, without itself involving Mr DeGasperis - is by YouTube user "PenOpticon", in an upload of 2008-07-26. It appears under the title "Moving Day at David Dunlap Observatory". I do most of the talking on the soundtrack. The background music is thoughtfully selected, by my friend and me, from Wagner. Nobody can sue me merely for thoughtful selection of background music, or for my friend's thoughtful introduction of sepia toward the end of the clip.)  Being taken by surprise, I unfortunately did not think of taking a photograph of him. All I can now say is that my visual recollection does match the available press photos of this rather public figure. Mr DeGasperis, as I and others think it was, did not introduce himself to me by name, and I did not press him for a name; he said, when I think I asked, that he was from the "Gibraltar" apartment tower near DDO&P - a quality building I know well enough, mainly from the outside - ; he professed himself to me to be quite interested in conservation and the environment; and he gently explored my own conservationist position, in a line of questioning to which nobody would take any objection. He strikes me now, I reiterate, as a person of sorrow.

On the Muzzos, it suffices to reproduce here my own five paragraphs of online comment on the case of young family scion Marco M. Muzzo, sentenced on 2016-03-29 to nine years and four months (with, however, parole eminently possible), for having on 2015-09-27 killed four persons and gravely injured two others. Young Marco had been on his way home from Pearson International Airport, having returned by private ("corporate") jet aeroplane from a Miami stag party, and having consumed alcohol inordinately in the aeroplane's (surely luxuriously appointed) cabin.

Here, then are the paragraphs I wrote, as online comments on a press article at http://www.yorkregion.com/news-story/6410477-muzzo-displayed-irresponsible-attitude-toward-privilege-of-driving-justice-says-after-reading-1/. I have changed a "below" to an "above", for correct readability, and have corrected a two-character typo, and have taken advantage of this present blogging software to change my original inertly quoted URLs into active URL links:

• A hard morning. We can't make justice simply a matter for Crown. How can Crown's mere 3+ years detention (assuming favourable parole) begin to address Muzzo family's moral debts? We now need constructive action from them (young Marco included, upon his parole). The Muzzos must engage in various ways with public, and must not retreat behind some bland veil of "privacy". - I am grateful that I saw perhaps a good dozen from the family in courtroom, on other side of aisle from my seat, even while judging it best not to torment them today with conversational approach. - Toomas.Karmo@gmail.com
• I herewith remind family that their problems with community include not only young Marco, but Canada's weightiest heritage-conservation case, which I have repeatedly drawn to their, and to public, notice - most recently via correspondence tabled at Town of Richmond Hill Council meeting for 2016-03-07, with PDF uploaded by Clerks to www.richmondhill.ca. - Respectfully (trusting that this present, unavoidably stern, online comment re casework outside today's impaired-driving proceeding will be taken by family in a duly constructive and Catholic spirit), Toomas.Karmo@gmail.com
• We must monitor the Crown, for whose (sometimes surprising) tools we pay via our taxes. I now learn M.Muzzo is being transferred from Lindsay to hi-security Millhaven. A few months from now, I learn, he is liable to be transferred again, to a kind of townhouse, in which he wears his own clothes, and from which he can emerge into streets at certain times, under electronic-bracelet monitoring. I have learned of an instance of a person in such a "townhouse" even meeting his non-incarcerated friends at a nearby skeet shoot - being, admittedly, required to return to his townhouse afterward. My informant suggests such incarceration to be physically easier than the conditions in which various ordinary taxpayers live. - Toomas.Karmo@gmail.com
• I now add two clarifications to my three postings [above]. (1) Muzzo family member whose actions I oppose in David Dunlap Observatory and Park ("DDO&P") heritage-conservation case is not convict Marco M. Muzzo ("MMM") but his paternal uncle Marc A. Muzzo - in the capacity of director at "Corsica" (a subsidiary of "DG Group", the former "Metrus"). (2) Corsica directors are not from Muzzo family alone, but also from DeGasperis family. I have just e-mailed MMM counsel B.Greenspan, indicating (peripheral) nature of MMM-DDO&P connection, and also indicating that as a form of Catholic action I should later visit MMM. I have asked Greenspan team to alert me if, as is unlikely, any of my online postings here appear tortious. - Toomas.Karmo@gmail.com
• I now find 2015-10-02 YouTube vid (under "Dawn Muzzo") of MMM's Mum, stating (among other frightening things) her reasons for favouring car with automatic transmission, and making "vrooom-vrooom" noises: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ggDCSve3E7Y. At http://www.thestar.com/news/gta/2015/09/28/accused-in-vaughan-crash-marco-muzzo-has-history-of-provincial-offences.html , I find TorStar discussing question of previous MMM infractions. Under Google string "marco muzzo jeep fire" I find discussions of a fire which beset MMM's jeep when it was in police custody. MMM family: I have repeatedly said to u (and the DeGasperises) that we must meet, at any rate in DDO conservation context. My mild autism is no real barrier. - Toomas.Karmo@gmail.com

Any response from the families at all - even a legal threat, which I can reproduce on this blog, as I reproduced a terse Jason Cherniak warning, with my lengthy reponse, on the above-cited blog-wannabe - would be a step forward, would be a modest initial step toward our strengthening the Rule of Law.

But there is still more.

On Monday last week, that is to say on the Monday which was 2016-04-18, Corsica's machines once again started moving on the threatened 32 hectares, after a hiatus of some months. I had during the hiatus hoped that something was derailing their project. I had hoped that somehow this evil thing would be averted - 32 hectares out of the 77 admittedly already mauled, as documented at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VQuHx-7QAKw (upload by YouTube user "Beygin Media", unknown to me, on 2015-05-13), and also at http://acuriousguy.blogspot.ca/2015/04/the-ugly-battle-over-david-dunlap.html (by a Web journalist unknown to me; I added a string of corrective online comments).

A glance at this map, ultimately from http://www.richmondhill.ca/,  shows how terrible is the thing that is now once again going forward.

But must we settle for a mere remnant park of 45 hectares, in the malign embrace of 32 hectares of stormwater sump, of streets, of lane, of rowhouses (many), and of McMansions (not a few; or conceivably - I am trying to imagine the possibilities here - of not-a-few McMansions with, additionally, some outright McChâteaux)? I suspect it is within the power of the DeGasperises and Muzzos to call a halt, even now.

Admittedly, the limited information that I have suggests to me that there is then a risk of protests from the University of Toronto, despite the public appearance of a final and definitive University sale to Corsica back in 2008.

A lady or gentleman I here call "Mr or Ms or Dr or Prof. or Sir or Dame I.Seem-Powerful" has claimed to have seen a relevant University document, asserting an ongoing University contractual or quasi-contractual stake in the envisaged sale of homes. All I can do, if I am hauled into court over writing this, is to subpoena I.Seem-Powerful and various people with whom I know I.Seem-Powerful has spoken - thereby, I guess, either compelling the full truth to come out or else showing, through contradictions in the various testimonies of my various subpoenaed individuals, that somebody is hiding something. My dragnet, although pretty pathetic, does extend, I guess, into this university department or that, and into one or another set of Town offices, and into the homes of a few heritage conservationists even outside Richmond Hill, and so on. The already-cited WIC Radio Ltd v Simpson (2008) will prove helpful in my hypothetical courtroom agonies.

And of course in writing what I do, I do hope in a blind faith that I do have my occasional readers in the ranks of the Attorney General, or in one or more of the three potentially relevant, and mutually independent, police forces.

Let the Muzzos and DeGasperises, I say, simply withdraw, braving if necessary even the wrath of the University of Toronto. It is possible for those sorrowful families and me to meet, and to find it necessary to say very little. We would meet not in anger but in mutual sympathy. It is possible for us to shake hands, and to look each other in the eye, and to agree tacitly that there are more important things than a 32-hectare subdivision.

Then the work of healing can begin - emotionally and spiritually, of course, but also physically, as our mobilized citizenry act (with or without the more able-bodied of the DeGasperises and Muzzos), in part on the volunteer-labour tree-planting pledges I obtained around 2012. We will be  hauling compost; we will be promoting forest regeneration; perhaps we will be planting seeds or seedlings.  And, as the unintentionally accurate copywrighter says despite him- or herself  at  http://www.dggroup.ca/, we'll be "Bringing Life to Land."

Padre Fray Alberto E. Justo, O.P.:
Regla para Eremitas - Rule for Hermits

Para los que vivimos en cualquier parte. 

En el mundo o fuera de él

más allá de todo mundo 
y en cualquier tiempo  


For those of us who live anywhere;
In the world or outside it

or beyond all the world
and in whatever time.

LECTOR: 

tienes la oportunidad de dejar  este mundo y de seguir al Señor. No dudes un instante. No permanezcas observando lo que queda atrás, en el camino, ni sueñes con tu fantasía, gestando fantasmas en un futuro que no es y que, seguramente, nunca será.

Deja. Aventúrate, en cambio, por las sendas de la Eternidad, que ya están a tu disposición. No sólo no están lejos sino que en este mismo instante se abren para ti.

Tal vez pensabas que alcanzarías una vida mejor mudando de lugar o escapándote del tiempo. Nada de eso. Aquí hallarás una pequeña senda para horadar el instante y el lugar en que te encuentras y pasar del otro lado. Más allá.

No te turbe tu pasado. No te angustie el mañana. Simplemente estás aquí y ahora con el Señor. Es Él quien te llama.

Y no quieras saber otra cosa. No te pierdas en vericuetos ni te distraigas en tu propio laberinto. No te justifiques buscando razones para escapar de la senda del Señor. Que no te deslumbren los espejismos de un mundo que perece. 

Aquí intentamos no caer en el precipicio de la muerte. Aquí pedimos al Señor la Salvación... No pretendemos dar lecciones sino aprender a abrir las puertas de par en par al Salvador.

Abre estas páginas y reconoce, en ellas, una insinuación. Una suerte de invitación a subir mucho más alto. Solo son un punto de partida.




READER:

Grasp the opportunity to spurn this world and follow the Lord. Don't doubt for an instant. Don't stay gazing at the road stretching behind you nor, rapt in fantasy, call up ghosts of a future that is not and, surely, never will be.

Let go. Venture forth along the paths to Eternity lying before you now. They are not only long but are also, in this very moment, wide open before you.

Perhaps you were thinking that you could achieve a better life by moving about or escaping time. None of that. Here you will find a little path that will take you through both time and space. You will pass through them to the other side. Then further.

Don't let your past disturb you. Don't fret about tomorrow. You are simply here and now with the Lord. He it is who calls you.

And you need know nothing else. Don't get lost by taking a shortcut, nor be deflected into your own labyrinth. Don't justify yourself, seeking reasons to escape from the path to the Lord. Do not be dazzled by illusions of a world that is perishing.

Here we do not intend to step off the cliff of death. Here we pray to our Lord for salvation. . . . We may not presume to teach without learning how to fling open the doors to the Saviour.

Open these pages and find that there is something between them: the blessing of an invitation to ascend much higher. They are only a starting point. 




PRIMERA PARTE

Conducta y actitudes en la jornada

1. Al comenzar el día, ármese, el lector, con la señal de la Cruz y conságrelo, todo entero, en un breve acto al Señor.

2. Renuncie explícitamente, con una cortísima invocación, a cualquier vanidad o distracción durante la jornada. Haga el propósito, sinceramente, de no apartarse del Señor. Recuerde el aforismo de San Juan de la Cruz que nos enseña que sólo Dios es digno del pensamiento del hombre.

3. Pida, en fin, con plegarias e invocaciones, la gracia de la contemplación y de su perseverancia.

4. Sepa que el diablo lo tentará con muchisimas distracciones u ocupaciones disfrazadas de la razón de bien. Rechace, con vigor, estos engaños y no viva volcado hacia afuera sino recogido y advertido. Pida al Señor el don del discernimiento y busque la paz. Su principal ascesis sea el silencio.

5. No por mucho empeñarse logrará mejores resultados. Combata la ansiedad que lo oprime y permanezca quieto, atento al silencio interior. El Señor no quiere esos su trabajos y sus cosas sino a toda su persona. No pierda el tiempo.

6. El mundo, en el que le toca peregrinar, se asemeja al caos. La mayoría de los hombres, en los centros urbanos, vive en desorden y desarmonía. No tema, ni se deje atrapar por ningún lazo. Sobre todo, no preste atención a lo efimero.

7. La mano izquierda no ha de saber lo que hace la derecha. Transcurra la jornada en olvido de sí.

8. Recuerde que lo más grande siempre resulta incómodo. Con la ayuda de Dios vencerá cualquier asedio. El Verbo de Dios, en la estrechez e incomprensión de este mundo, en su humillación y obediencia, no pierde grandeza sino que es exaltado.

9. No se apresure. Deténgase y sosiéguese. No haga una cosa después de otra con precipitación. Animese a dejar que se vaya su medio de locomoción, No corra detrás de nada. Vuélvase a cerrar delicadamente las puertas cuando pasa a través de ellas y, como aprenden los Cartujos en su Noviciado, no las cierre de un golpe sino articulando su mecanismo. Entre paso y paso descubrirá el silencio.

10. Interrumpa, con frecuencia, sus movimientos. Respire hondo e invoque al Señor antes y después de cada paso. Sosiéguese. No se apresure ni en hablar ni en responder.

11. No se apresure por hacer esto o aquello. Con antelación a cualquier trabajo o empeño diga una jaculatoria. Desconfie de sus propias urgencias.

12. Sea firme en sus convicciones, pero siempre dispuesto y pronto para abrazar la verdad.

13. Trabaje en silencio, sin decir lo que hace. No busque reconocimiento ni aplauso. Acepte lo que la misma Providencia le depara en todo lo que se refiere a sus acciones.

14. Sepa, en todo lo que emprende, que su Patria verdadera es el Cielo y que ahora se halla en el misterio del exilio. Pero no olvide que encontrará ya el cielo en su alma. Su mismo espíritu le anticipa la eternidad.

15. No establezca ni se ate con un horario rigido. Adhiera a un orden armónico que pueda, fácilmente, adaptar. Busque también la belleza en la sucesión de las horas.

16. Intente integrar las sorpresas , esto es: lo imprevisto. No desvaneszca ante ello. La vida contemporánea abunda en lo que no se aguarda. En ocasiones se trata de las trampas del diablo para que pierda el equilibrio en su camino. No preste atención ni se angustie, que todo pasa. Continúe como si nada ocurriera, morando en el silencio de su propio interior. Cultive la paz.

17. Aprenda a vivir en algunos minutos o, quizá, en algunas horas, lo que otros viven a lo largo de todo su tiempo. Así la soledad, el retiro, el recogimiento ... Sea monje de un sólo día. Aproveche los momentos y las auroras. Descubra en las horas y en los paisajes, en la música y en toda manifestación de la belleza, la hondura de su verdadera soledad interior.

18. Se ha dicho que el verdadero hombre es el del verdadero día, del eterno día. Es capaz de vivir toda la vida en un solo día. Quizá porque todas sus jornadas son las de siempre. Oriéntese, pues el lector y peregrino, hacia el último día. Cada instante le entregará la Eternidad.

19. Aprenderá a prolongar los instantes privilegiados, cuando el tiempo es atravesado verticalmente. Así la Santa Misa, como toda celebración de la Liturgia en la que haya participado. Y aún aquéllas que le son lejanas, en el tiempo y en el espacio. Únase, por dentro, a la vida que no ve y que, sin embargo, requiere de su plegaria y de su vigilia.

20. Lo mismo en los instantes de silencio y de recogimiento. Especialmente descubra el misterio religioso de la noche y haga de esas horas su propio desierto.

21. Tenga en cuenta que velar en la noche puede ser mayor que esconderse en el fondo del desierto. La soledad - decia André Louf - era un porción del mundo que servia al ermitaño para situarse en el universo. La porción que ahora le pertenece es: tiempo. Vigile y vele, según sus posibilidades, y proyecte su vigilia en todas las horas.

22. Tenga presente lo que enseñaba San Isaac el Sirio: si un monje, por raziones de salud, no pudiese ayunar, su espíritu podría, por las solas vigilias, obtener la pureza de corazón y aprender a conocer en plenitud la fuerza del Espiritu Santo. Pues sólo quien persevera en las vigilias puede comprender la gloria y la fuerza que se esconden en la vida monástica.

23. Permanezca en vigilia por medio de la oraciones breves. Practique la Lectura espiritual y, a ser posibile, rece, diariamente, todas las horas del Oficio Divino.





FIRST PART

Conduct and Attitudes during the Day

1. When beginning the day, arm yourself, Reader, with the Sign of the Cross and consecrate it, all of it, in a brief act to the Lord.

2. Explicitly renounce, with a very short prayer, any vanity or distraction during the day. Make it your purpose, sincerely, not to be separated from the Lord. Remember St John of the Cross's teaching, that only God is worthy of our thoughtfulness.

3. Ask, finally, with prayer and invocation, for the grace of contemplation and perseverance.

4. Know that the devil will tempt you with many distractions or worries under the guise of good reason. Reject these deceits with vigour and don't live as if turned inside out but be ready and on guard. Ask the Lord for the gift of discernment and seek peace. Let your principal ascesis be silence.

5. Not taking on too much will achieve the best results. May you overcome depression and achieve quietness, listening to the inner silence. The Lord desires neither your busyness nor your things, but all you are. Waste no time.

6. The world, which touches you on pilgrimage, resembles chaos. Most people in cities live in disorder and disharmony. Don't be afraid, nor let yourself be caught up in any snare. Above all, pay no heed to what is ephemeral.

7. The left hand need not know what the right is doing. Let the day elapse in forgetfulness of oneself.

8. Remember that greatness always turns out uncomfortably. With the help of God you will overcome any obstacle. The Word of God, in the hardship and incomprehension of this world, in its humiliation and obedience, doesn't lose greatness but rather is exalted.

9. Don't rush about. Stop and be still. Don't take one thing after another impetuously. Have courage to let go of what is driving you. Don't run behind anything. Turn around to close doors carefully when passing through them and, as Carthusians learn in their Novitiate, don't slam them, but gently turn the doorknob. Step by step you will discover silence.

10. Interrupt your movements frequently. Breathe deeply and invoke the Lord before and after each step. Be quiet. Don't hurry either in speaking or responding.

11. Don't hurry to do this or that. In advance of any work or obligation, says a proverb, be distrustful of your own urgency.

12. Be firm in your convictions, but be always willing to embrace the truth.

13. Work in silence, without saying what you do. Don't look for recognition or applause. Accept what Providence itself affords you in relation to your actions.

14. Know, in all that you undertake, that your true country is Heaven and that now you find yourself in the mystery of exile. But don't forget that you will find Heaven is already in your soul. Your spirit itself anticipates eternity.

15. Don't settle down in nor get tied to a rigid time table. Stay within a harmonious order that you can, easily, change. Also look for beauty in the passing of time.

16. Try to integrate surprise, that is: the unexpected. Don't vanish before it does. The contemporary life abounds in what is not expected. On occasions you are tried by the devil's traps in order that you may lose balance along the road. Don't pay attention nor become distressed at all that occurs. Continue as if nothing had occurred, living in the silence of your own interior. Cultivate peace.

17. Learn how to live in a few minutes or, perhaps, in a few hours, what others live in the length of all their time. Thus with solitude, retirement and withdrawal . . . be a monk one day at a time. Take advantage of the moments and the dawns. Discover in the hours and in landscapes, in music and in all manifestations of beauty, the profundity of your true interior solitude.

18. It has been said that the true person is of the true day: of the eternal day. You are capable of living a lifetime in only one day. Maybe because all your days' journeys are forever. Turn yourself then, reader and pilgrim, toward the last day. Each instant will deliver you Eternity.

19. Learn how to prolong the privileged moments when time is traversed vertically. It is so with the Mass as in all celebrations of the Liturgy in which one has participated. And yet there are still distances in time and space. One yourself within to the life unseen which, however, requires your prayer and your vigil.

20. Likewise in the instances of silence and withdrawal. Especially may you discover the religious mystery of the night and make of those hours your own desert.

21. Keep in mind that to keep vigil in the night can be better than to hide yourself in the depths of the desert. Solitude - as André Louf has said - is a portion of the world that serves the hermit by placing him in the universe. The portion that now belongs to you is time. Watch and pray, whenever possible, and extend your vigil into every hour.

22. Keep in mind what Saint Isaac the Syrian taught: if a monk, for reasons of health, is unable to fast, his spirit can, solely through vigils, gain purity of heart and learn how to know in fullness the power of the Holy Spirit. Because only the person who perseveres in vigils can understand the glory and the force hidden in the monastic life.

23. Persist in vigilance by means of brief prayers. Practice spiritual reading and, where possible, pray daily all the hours of the Divine Office. 





SEGUNDA PARTE

Elementos generales

El lector ha de tener en cuenta su posición con respecto al mundo, una vez que lo ha dejado todo por Dios. La formulación exacta es la siguiente: se ha dejado a sí mismo y ha acudido al llamado del Señor que es su vida. Antes que cualquier decisión posterior se ha postrado para adorar. Con ello reconoce el primado de la contemplación.

Ahora, con abandono, siga su camino y observe:

24. No afincarse en época ni en lugar alguno. Renunciar decididamente a cualquier forma de poder aún cuando aparezca conveniente o con el pretexto de contribuir a formas apostólicas. Despojarse de cualquier medio y presentarse en el Nombre y la Palabra de Dios. No apelar a ninguna alianza ni servirse de ella.

25. No habitar espiritualmente ningún lugar transitorio. Los cristianos habitan el mundo pero no son del mundo... los cristianos viven de paso en moradas corruptibles, mientras esperan la incorrupción en los cielos (Ep Diogn. VI.3 y 8), Habitan sus propias patrias como forasteros... Toda tierra extraña es para ellos patria, y toda patria, tierra extraña (Ibid. V.5). Ser, por tanto, peregrino en el desierto de este mundo.

26. Abandonarlo todo en el Señor. Abandonar todo es consecuencia de la metanoia. Lo que caracteriza el desierto interior es el total abandono en el Señor. La apatheia cristiana - ha dicho Hans Urs von Balthasar - es lo contrario de una técnica hecha para protegerse del sufrimiento, es el puro abandono al amor eterno, más allá del placer y del dolor. Dejar de lado previsiones e inquietudes. Péguy decía que no es mayor pecado la inquietud que la pereza.

27. La renuncia a cualqier poder de este mundo, comporta armarse de las propias fatigas. La misma palabra kopos utilizada por San Juan (Jn. 4,38) y por San Pablo (I Cor. 3,8) para designar las fatigas del apostolado es empleada en los Apotegmas de los Padres para expresar los trabajos del monje.

28. Dejar cualquier compromiso con el poder de este mundo implica, desde luego, disponerse a la contemplación y a la única obra de Dios.

29. El peregrino no ha de temer la lucha sino confiar en la Gracia del Señor con humildad y con paciencia. Tenga presente el siguiente texto de Diadoco: La impasibilidad no consiste en no ser atacado por los demonios, pues entonces deberíamos, como lo dice el Apóstol, irnos de este mundo (I Cor. 5,10), sino en permanecer inexpugnables cuando nos atacan (XCVIII-160).

30. Practique el silencio interior según el siguiente Apotegma: El Abad Isaac estaba sentado un día junto al Abad Poimén; se oyó, entonces, el canto de un gallo. Aquél dijo: ¿es posible oír esto aquí, Abad? El otro respondí: ¿Isaac, por qué me fuerzas a hablar? Tú y los que se te asemejan escucháis esos sonidos, pero el hombre vigilante no se preocupa por ello (Poimén 107 - Sentencias 245).

31. Convertirse en discipulo que sabe escuchar y discernir. En muchas ocasiones los sonidos manifiestan el silencio. En efecto, lo importante no es lo que llega sino cómo lo recibimos.

32. Permanecer débil y vulnerable, sin fuerzas, sin alianzas compremetedoras, sin tratados ni defensas. En lugar de espiritualidades, dar lugar al Espiritu.

33. Tenga el corazón fijo en Dios y cuando padezca la adversidad o sufra algún despojo, o lo que sea, no se compadezca a sí mismo ni se observe, no guarde en la memoria ni recuerde. Pase por encima de las miserias de este mundo, respetando y aceptando el nivel de cada cosa. 






SECOND PART

General elements

The reader needs to remember his position in relation to the world, at the same time that he has left all for God. The exact formulation is as follows: one has turned from oneself and heard the call of the Lord who is one's life. Rather than any later decision, one has prostrated oneself in adoration. With this is recognized the primacy of contemplation.

Now, with abandonment, be a pilgrim and observe:

24. Not to settle down in time or space. To give up with determination any form of power, even when it appears convenient or has the pretext of contributing to the apostolate. To be robbed of any means and to be presented in the Name and Word of God. Not to appeal to any entangling alliance nor be served by one.

25. Not to inhabit any transitory space spiritually. Christians inhabit the world but they are not of the world. Christians live passingly in corruptible habitations, while they await the incorruption of heaven (Ep. Diogn. VI. 3 and 8). They inhabit their own countries as strangers. . . . All foreign territory is to be for them a homeland and all homelands foreign (Ibid. V.5). To be, therefore, a pilgrim in the desert of this world.

26. To abandon everything in the Lord. To abandon everything is a consequence of metanoia. What characterizes the interior desert is total abandonment in the Lord. Christian freedom from suffering - Hans Urs von Balthazar has said - is the opposite of a technique made to protect oneself from suffering; it is a pure abandonment to eternal love, beyond both pleasure and pain. To put aside anxieties and restlessness. Péguy said there is no bigger sin than restlessness, unless it be laziness.

27. Renunciation of any power in this world acts to arm oneself against one's own weariness. The same word 'kopos' used by St John (John 4.38) and by St Paul (1 Corinthians 3.8) to designate the weariness of the apostolate is employed by the Apostolic Fathers to express a monk's labour.

28. To let go of any compromise implicit in the power of this world, certainly, and prepare yourself for contemplation and the work of God alone.

29. The pilgrim has nothing to fear from the effort but to place confidence in the grace of the Lord with humility and patience. Have present the following text of Diadocus: Impassivity does not consist in not being attacked by demons, since then one would have to be out of this world, as the Apostle says (1 Cor. 5.10), but in remaining unassailable when they attack us (XCVIII.160).

30. Practice internal silence according to the following apothegm: Abbot Isaac was seated one day next to Abbot Poimen when he heard the crowing of a cock. So he said, 'Can you hear that, Abbot?' The other replied, 'Isaac, why do you force me to speak? You and those who resemble you listen to those sounds, but the vigiler doesn't worry about them.' (Poimen 107, Sentence 245).

31. To convert yourself into a disciple who knows how to listen and discern. On many occasions sounds manifest silence. Indeed, the important thing is not what arrives but how we receive it.

32. To remain weak and vulnerable, without strength, without compromising alliances, without treaties or defences. Instead of spiritualities, to give way to the Spirit.

33. Have your heart fixed on God and when you endure adversity or suffer some loss, or whatever it may be, don't feel sorry for yourself nor reflect on it. Don't keep it in your memory nor dwell on it. Pass above the miseries of this world, respecting and accepting the level of each thing. 




TERCERA PARTE

El Recogimiento

34. El recogimiento es lo esencial de esta Regla. Se entiende por recogimiento la unificación interior de la persona en la Presencia de Dios.

35. Aún cuando no pudiera, por motivo válido, ser observado uno u otro de los artículos de esta Regla, bastará esta tercera parte para cumplir con ella.

36. Vivir de la Presencia de Dios en todo tiempo y lugar y someterle todo.

37. Estos artículos no se refieren, desde luego, a cuanto compete al cristiano en su condición de tal. Presuponen el llamado a la santidad y a la unión con Dios. En cambio apuntan al recogimiento habitual de los que perciben una especial vocación a la contemplación y a la intimidad con el Señor.

38. La Contemplación consiste en atender y adherir a la Presencia de Dios en el fondo, raíz y centro de nuestro ser. Teniendo en cuenta que ésta una gracia, viva de ella y pídala constantemente. Recuerde que el contemplativo no conoce más o menos que otros, sino que - como decía un cartujo - es capaz de extasiarse donde los demás pasan con indiferencia.

39. La Contemplación no es un camino de conocimiento sino un llamado a una experiencia que trasciende todo camino o proyecto.

40. Disponga de un tiempo infinito para Dios. Practique, asiduamente, la Lectura espiritual.

41. Si, alguna vez, se hallara en un ambiente adverso y descubriera que los más cercanos son los más distantes, convierta todo ello en escuela de Caridad y aprenda a trascender, por lo alto o por lo bajo, las imposiciones de cualquier lugar.

42. No deje de combatir. Sea fiel y constante. Huya los laberintos. La lucha es siempre saludable. Sea perserverante en las pruebas.

43. Silencio y recogimiento. Solo Dios basta. En un corazón puro no existen más disonancias ni distancias con Dios. Está abierto al Misterio y se halla en conformidad con la Voluntad del Padre. El auténtico silencio es propio de un corazón puro, semejante y unido al Corazón de Dios. Podrá, pues, vivir en un silencio completo cuando descanse sin reparos, como un niño, en el mismo Señor.

44. El silencio consiste, sobre todo, en callar para oír algo siempre más grande. Deje sus análisis y el alud de sus deducciones. Permita que el silencio se manifieste en su interior. Puede estar muy empeñado en todo tipo de actividades y, al mismo tiempo, gozar del silencio, que es patrimonio del alma y espresión de Dios.

45. No cometa agresiones ni abuse de cuanto pasa. Respete y no se apresure a responder o a intervenir en lo que sea. Mira con benevolencia. Todo está a su favor.

46. Libérese de todo lo que no lo atañe. No dependa de personas o de situaciones. Calle las voces que lo lleven a analizar en exceso. Busque su refugio y su axilio en sólo Dios. Nunca será defraudado.

47. Corazón puro. Unificado en el Señor. Va a Dios por Dios. Dios mismo es su vida. Que la invocación del Nombre de Jesús le recuerde, constantemente, la Presencia del mismo Señor y su unidad interior e intima en Él.

48. Encuentre el misterio del desierto en su proprio interior y en cuanto eventualmente lo circunda.

49. Toda desolación o prueba podrá conducirlo, si así lo quiere, al Mistero de Cristo.

50. Es propio del solitario estar con el Señor en su Agonía. Ofrezca y consagre las horas y el sufrimiento conciente de su fecundidad.





THIRD PART

Withdrawal

34. Withdrawal is essential to this Rule. One understands by withdrawal the internal unification of the person in the Presence of God.

35. Still, should one be unable, for a valid reason, to observe one or another of the articles of the Rule, this third part will suffice to fulfill it.

36. To live in the Presence of God at all times and in all places and to subject everything to that.

37. These articles do not refer, of course, to as much as concerns a Christian's condition as such. They presuppose a call to sanctity and to union with God. On the other hand, they point to the customary withdrawal of those who perceive a special vocation to contemplation and to intimacy with the Lord.

38. Contemplation consists in attending to and adhering to the Presence of God in the depth, root, and centre of our being. Keeping in mind that this is a grace, live it and pray for it constantly. Remember that the contemplative doesn't know more or less than another, but rather - as a Carthusian said - is capable of ecstasy where others pass by with indifference.

39. Contemplation is not a pilgrimage to knowledge but a call to an experience that transcends every road, every plan.

40. Put aside an infinite time for God. Practice, assiduously, spiritual reading.

41. If, sometime, you find yourself in an adverse environment and should discover that the nearest things are the most distant, transform everything into a school for charity and learn to transcend, from top to bottom, the impositions of any place.

42. Don't permit strife. Be faithful and constant. Escape the labyrinths. Effort is always healthy. Persevere under trials.

43. Silence and withdrawal. God alone suffices. In a pure heart there are no more dissonances nor distances from God. Be open to the Mystery and be found in conformity with the Father's Will. Authentic silence is the same as a pure heart, like and oned with the Heart of God. You will be able, after all, to live in a complete silence when you rest yourself without difficulty, like a child, in the Lord Himself.

44. Silence consists, above all, in being quiet so as to be always ready to hear something greater. Leave your analyses and the avalanche of your deductions. Allow silence to be manifested within your interior self. It is possible to be very determined in all types of activities and at the same time to enjoy the silence that is the heritage of the soul and an expression of God.

45. Commit neither violence nor abuse no matter what happens. Respect things as they are and don't rush to respond or to intervene in what may be. Look on things with benevolence. Everything is in your favour.

46. Liberate yourself from everything that doesn't concern you. Don't depend on people or on situations. Silence the voices that take analysis to excess. Look for your refuge and your help only in God. You will never be defrauded.

47. Pureness of heart. Oned in the Lord. You go to God by God. God is the same as your life. Just as invoking the Name of Jesus recalls him constantly, the Presence of the Lord Himself is in your interior unity and intimacy in Him.

48. Meet the mystery of the desert in your own interior and then eventually in what surrounds it.

49. Every desolation or trial will be able to drive you on, if He wants it so, to the Mystery of Christ.

50. It is characteristic of the solitary hermit to be with the Lord in his Agony. Offer and consecrate the hours and the suffering, being conscious of their fruitfulness.

[[[[Colophon, added by Toomas Karmo: 

This Web publication to ToomasKarmo.blogspot.com is made with the kind permission of the hermit Julia Bolton Holloway, in Firenze in Toscana, as a copy-and-paste, with minor reformatting, from her http://www.umilta.net/eremit.html. Julia Bolton Holloway herself writes, regarding this Rule, in a colophon of her own: 

"In a sense, the presence of this Rule for Hermits demonstrates the fruitfulness of being a hermit in the world. Padre Fray Alberto Justo, O.P., in Argentina, found the Juliansite on the Web, sent his Regla para Eremitas to us, James Hannay in England and America then translating it, Bob King finding out how to do upside down Spanish questions marks in HTML for us, Julia Holloway in Italy next placing it on the Web. Now we just need an Italian translator! In the process we came to realize, as words in its text were coming to the fore that are also present in Don Divo Barsotti, C.F.D.'s vocabulary, that Padre Justo had stayed at San Sergio ten years ago! The world is a global hermitage!" ]]]]